April 2011
3 posts
I'm The Blame .
1. He blamed me for losing her . Well damn .
I apologize for being there when you didn’t want me to say “G’Bye” to you . You cheated on her & did her wrong for so long but you swear up & down that you were so faithful to her . Man wateva . Pls go on somewhere wit that BS . Then you wanted to accuse me for lying to you . Never that . But ok . You BELIEVED that I...
January 2011
3 posts
I Can See Myself ...
Graduating with honors in 4 months :)
Enlisting into the Army - *ACTIVE*
Graduating basic training !
Exceeding AIT !
Getting accepted into a college that i WANT to go to
Majoring in business &/or having a double major :D
Falling BACK in love with my FIRST love <3
Visiting my Grandpa in Hawaii ; i miss him TERRIBLY !
Living in Hawaii again … someday
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2K11 UPDATE !
What can i say ?
Things have gotten hectic in my life -
I`ve [lost & gained] trust , friendships , respect .
I`ve lost something i can never get back through a stupid , pathetic competition - which makes me feel SO low ! , nothing about it FEELS SPECIAL anymore :(
My rank has increased in JROTC . I`ve became the commander of the drill team and Co-Commander of the Color Guard...
October 2009
1 post
Sorry
Nothing about him will ever make sense to me but I feel so guilty today. I did him so wrong in less than 2 minutes and I can’t even enjoy the rest of my day. If the guy I call Shang ever reads this, I’m sorry for ignoring you today. I’m sorry for not saying one word to you. I’m sorry for not even looking at you. I’m sorry…
August 2009
10 posts
Issues;
I feel like I have too many things running through my head. Sometimes, when I talk to people, I’m thinking about a million things in my head, but in front of them, i’m just nodding. Sometimes people tell me things and I have so many comments about it, But I keep them all in my head. It’s just so much safer that way, you know? Keep the thoughts in your head. Let grudges go, spread...
He Broke His Promise;
“…i’ma try my best to make it to the airport to see you off the plane baby… I PROMISE” —— Naw, that shit wasn’t true. A surprise was planned but apparently I ruined it. He don’t even know the whole story behind why I did, what I did. Geez! He just HAD to throw it in my face like that… “wana know the truth that you ruined?”...
Hawaiian Waters [Wet&Wild];
Had fun today even though my auntie & uncle were arguing a lil bit. They got over it. & my cousin and his friends were cool too. The rides almost flipped me over, lol
LHS-Radford;
I had the chance to go to the first game of the season before I left :) It was pretty fun. I saw some people I haven’t seen yet, but sad thing is… I leave on Thursday :/ Sad yeah? I wish I attended Leilehua instead of Beach. Maaan… Hm, oh well. I’ll be back on the islands again sooner or later :)
Nature's Course;
You honestly believe that there is nothing else you can do? Don’t mess with nature`s course. Take what life throws at you. Appreciate it. The things you reached out for that didn`t appreciate you, you need to learn to accept that things don`t always go your way. Understand?
Ditching Me;
You already said you would go to the game with me “bruh” But now you have a new girlfriend in a day & the next morning you call me saying you can’t go with me just because you have a new girl at your side? You know I’m leaving in less than a week! You can’t spend the first game with me? Before I even got here you said that you would spend alot of time with me....
A Special Night;
I remember the first time he said it. I looked horrible after the first game. We were in the one place that ever kept us together. He said there was something we haven’t done yet. I looked at him curiously and said what. He told me to come to him and so I did. He said what he was about to do was extremely hard for him. I was telling him to hurry up. He continuously asked me if I had any idea...
Corrupted;
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you’ll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there;...
Wishing For A Dream;
it doesn’t matter what happens anymore. the one thing i’ve been wishing for, for the longest time isn’t coming true anytime soon and i personally think it won’t ever happen. can someone tell me why i’m still wishing for it? it hurts. it really does. it makes me so sad that i would just lock myself in a room and pray i never went through with it but it makes me so...
“You hold a piece of me and I don`t feel right without you”
– Anonymous 